l am here writing this with my new toy. feels funny to handwrite and see it as typed text. will take a bit of getting use to. kinda fun though, maybe until the novelty wears off. we will see. going to have a play with some doodling tomorrow!
Nothing much exciting to share, tho i WILL scrap tomorrow!! must scrap! want to scrap! I would not though im pretty drained and toooo frozen to move to get anything to scrap with!! Also realllllly wanna get into the scrap room to clean it up. a few have been hassling me for pics so need it tidied up to take some!
Went to see the 2nd speciallist today, the specialist that the main specialist wanted me to see. well an hour later, lots of $$ and quite a few more drugs and another bunch of tests later, something BETTER come of it and these drugs better work. though sadly im told that they are pretty much trial and error. but they would rather exhaust all medicinal methods before operating. maybe they should just operate and clean me out and get it over with. no one i know has been dragged through this much shit! but i see the main specialist on monday, yep another bloody trip to melbourne. but at least all results will be in and they will have all talked so will know more where i stand then. I should hope i will though, sick of it dragging on, just want answers and to not deal with this physical pain and the mental uncertainty!!1 GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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