lots of questions.... not many answers....

I was just wondering if anyone here has been told that a growth is quite possibly cancerous and then has to deal with waiting what seems an eternity. I feel like i am becoming an absolute headcase! I am going into surgery in a week to have the growth removed and tested, but am told results wont be available until the end of february. It's hard enough having to 'wait' to have it removed, if i was going public i'd be waiting for up to 3 months cos its not an emergency until its confirmed as cancerous, but yet to find out if it is they must remove it first. it all just makes no sense to me! so anyway paying to go private is getting me in a lot sooner cos i want answers i need answers cos it is just driving me insane the not knowing, but to be told it will be 4 weeks after to find out results seems ludicrous, surely they have a fair idea long before that. the only thing they've told me, is if once they go inside to look, if it is significantly worse than anything they are seeing on the scans they may do a full hysterectomy. so surely they will have an idea if it is of any concern when they look? i feel soooooooo dense not knowing anything, ive searched the net and not finding many answers.....