Where oh where do i begin!

i'll start with some pics to share.......

Well well welll it sure has been a while since i posted!! A few people have been giving me a nudge and a kick or 2 up the butt as to why i havent been blogging for ages.... I do apologize for being missing in action for so long but alot has been going on.... quite a rollercoaster of events!

not even sure where to begin or what to even bother sharing!.....

ummmm maybe some quick point form main things that i can think of......-

* Suspected miscarriage, but then they believe i may have a burst cyst on my ovary. Have had numerous tests and lots of poking and prodding, huge AGONY of pain and still cant get to see the specialist with the decision making powers until june! and at a cost of $190 AFTER medicare rebate! ARRGGHHHH that follows after ultrasonds that now cost $80 a pop after medicare rebates. I feel like im old cos i find myself saying more n more 'i remember when'.... du ring this time of immense continuous agony, the poor boy was also really sick with a stomach bug, so we were realllly jovial in this house!

* Almost ended my marriage.... had enough of everything to do with it and just couldnt do it anymore, felt like love wasnt enough.... and thought that would be it and hubby would just do his usual and shrug his shoulders..... but to my hugest surprise he did what i never ever in a million years thought he would anymore - he came after me! after id hung up the phone, he got in the car and travelled through the night to come straight down. crazy bugger but oh my god it felt good - for the first time in a LOOOONg time I felt like i REALLY meant something to him! He was down for a few weeks, so we got to spend a lot of time togethor working through a number of things and things are really good at the moment - beside the fact of him living in another state and ive got a really sad lil boy missing his daddy immensely on a daily basis!

*while hubby was down we got lots n lots done to the house n yard and pretty happy about that, got heaps more to do but now have a list of all the things we WANT to get done so can slowly work through it! Finially AGREED on Furniture too!! got a new dining suite FINALLY and im sooooooooooooo in love with it!! and also a new entertainment unit. our house is coming togethor and its soooo exciting! we just have to get him down here living in it now!

Isnt it sooooooo noice!!!! ;)

* I went to paperific and besides being in a lot of pain which put a bit of a dampener on it I had the most AWESOME day! I finalllly got to catch up with and spend the day with the absolutely gorgeous Jo! bring on many more days togethor! lets get our act togethor chicky and catch up a bit more!!!!!! I bought lots n lots of yummmmmy goodies, but it was like a month ago now so cant actually remember them all! sadly as much as i had intended too, i didnt even get a photo! sob sob!

* The boy has signed up for Auskick, sadly it doesnt start for a couple more weeks cos he is soooooooooooo excited and can barely sit still or sleep in anticipation! he really does have extreme excitement levels this kid!!

* At the moment im pretty consumed doing my friends wedding invites, she's got a very large guest list and have a very formal elegant wedding so they are rather full on invites, but she was soooooo happy with the design i came up with and im slowly getting everything done. Have the bombonerie tags and rsvp cards done, the place cards are almost finished, and the invites just have to have the ribbons added to them, so the end is in sight! yay! they are going to kick ass! hehe

* Hubby bought something on Ebay and has been ripped off $900, was a bogus scam and cos he paid by bank deposit he has no way of getting the money back. So sadly we've had to kiss it goodbye but unfortunately that means things are going to be a bit GRRRRR til we can try and save it back up -never an easy task with the cost of everything going up sooooo much!! Ebay has also informed us we really need to go to the police to make a report to have this person charged as it is still theft and we shouldnt let them get away with it. so i guess i get that joy during this coming week!!

anyways im sure there are lots n lots more thiings to share cos thats just the tip of the iceberg thats all coming down, but think ive rambled enough.... will end the post with a show n tell of a lo i did for whispers on SM..... of the gorgeous boy of course!!