Alarm bells...

Is it just me and my thinking.... or should alarm bells ring when my own husband wont and cant tell me he loves me.... because I dont deserve it! WTF... thats all i have to say.... some days I really need to get some balls and say bon jour! one of these days ill play his game... only when I make the decision I will never be turning back... and he will learn that he lost the best thing that ever happened to him.... well make that 2.... some days i think even the boy means jack chit to him.... sad to be honest.... think i hurt more for that than anything.....